It’s a weird feeling when you realize that you have finally gotten over someone and have moved on. You could not believe that it’s actually happening and that you doubt yourself a second because maybe this is just a phase and after few days you will realize that you are still in love with her.
But no. You are not. Not anymore.
This time, it’s for real.
She doesn’t give you butterflies in your stomach anymore. She doesn’t make you feel like your chest is about to explode anytime because of so much joy and love you have for her.
You don’t wait for text messages anymore.
You don’t wonder about where she may be or who is she with anymore. She brings back cameo on your mind from time to time but it doesn’t bring back all the pain that you have felt before. It doesn’t make you want to cry or want to listen to sad songs all day long.
You don’t think that the sad songs that you hear are written for you, anymore.
You have tried and have done enough to fight for her. But victory is less likely when you are the only one who fights. You may never have thought that this day would come. But here it is now. And it is worth the wait.
I wanna thank all my blogger buddies who supported me in this dark phase of my life and always motivated me. I have finally made the climb. Thank you. And it feels great to feel happy again.